I can tell you what today felt like:
...like stumbling across an old video I swore I had deleted but then remembering why I never actually did.
...like finding a forgotten notebook with faded graphite words frantically written down before he forgot his own rhythm.
...like remembering our first apartment and how shitty it was but how happy we were anyway (at least in the beginning).
...like hearing that first song where we melted our hearts together with our voices and cheap guitar strings.
...like smoking a black clove and smiling because it's his fault I like this taste on my lips to begin with.
I can tell you what Now feels like:
...like discovering the peace in stillness all over again.
...like if my life had a soundtrack it would be the world's I-love-you's and goodnight kisses.
...like being okay with whatever is and trusting that things work themselves into the bigger picture.
Beautiful
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